Reality
Each one of us is far greater, far more advanced, far more consciously aware, far more intelligent than we conceive of our selves as being. Within each of us is a central law pressure place, a quiet center, in which we can learn to live eternally. Just outside of this quiet center is a cyclone, the rotating storm of the ego, competing with other egos in a furious high velocity circular dance.
In the quiet center we are untouched by the cyclone, but as we leave it, the roar of the rotating wind deafens as we join the frenzied dance of our ever more busy lives. Our centered thinking, feeling and being is in the quiet center, not outside in the busy world. Our pushed, pulled and driven states, our antiSatori modes of functioning, our self created hell, is outside the quiet center. When in the quiet center we are off the wheel of karma, outside the busy details and dramas of life, rising to join the creators of the universe, the creators of us. Here we find that we have created They who are Us
Major philosophical puzzles are concerned with the existence of self, with the relation of the self to the brain, to the mind and to other minds, with the existence or non-existence of an immortal self. Powerful beliefs have evolved about these areas of thought.
There are two aspects of the self. There is an observing self, the observer, and a doing or participating self, the operator. The whole self is the observer and the operator. Depending upon circumstances, the observer can be observing external events, or internal events, or both. The operator can be participating in external events, or in internal events, or both. In the external reality the operator uses the body to do things and participate. In the internal reality the operator uses simulations of reality, which are concepts, beliefs, meta beliefs, intentions, distinctions, and so forth. These internal images or pictures of external reality are not real, they are simulations of what is out there, as we perceive it. Simulations of the same external event can vary widely among people.
No matter what you are doing, the the self and observer and operator is always immersed in the internal simulations domain. Even when engaged in external events, we are simultaneously engaged in watching and acting in the internal domain. The two realities, internal and external, interact in a two way feedback relationship, internal reality to external reality to internal reality to external reality and so on endlessly.
Like a scientist, the self observes, which involves consciousness and control. In the science game, the scientist is expected to be always conscious, aware and in control of his thinking, to be rational, and in control of the processes that he is examining. This is not always the case. When in the void space and isolated from sensory stimulation, it can be discovered that there are many states in which the Self is not in control but is being programmed by forces very much larger than self.
It is as if the self were a victim, being coercively persuaded of another belief system not one’s own. Most of us have been aware of such an experience at one time or another, especially as children. The passive observer and the active operator both disappear under these conditions. Interlocked with forces, with beings, with entities far greater than we are, the self does that which it is programmed to do rather than to operate by our own initiative. We are forced into participation by external forces. We do not sit still and watch, as a scientist would.
Words, language, logic and mathematical descriptions are not adequate expressers of either the inner or outer aspects of reality. Somehow, all descriptions of reality are sterile. They tend to play word games that cleverly juggle with ideas in intricate patterns as if meaningful.
There are protocols for how to think objectively about outer physical, chemical and biological realities. Equally important is to develop ways to think objectively about the inner realities. But we lack tools to conduct a truly objective philosophical analysis of who we are on the inside.
Realization of the lack of any limits in the mind is not easy to acquire. The domains of direct experience of infinities within greater infinities of experience are sometimes frightening, sometimes awesome, sometimes blissfull. Franklin Merrell-Wolff, who feels this lack of mind limits in his own experiences writes in The Philosophy of Consciousness Without an Object: Reflections on the Nature of Transcendental Consciousness:
1) The first discernible effect in consciousness was something that I may call a shift in the base of consciousness. From the relative point of view, the final step may be likened to a leap into Nothing. At once, that Nothing was resolved into utter Fullness, which in turn gave the relative world a dreamlike quality of unreality. I felt and knew myself to have arrived, at last, at the Real. I was not dissipated in a sort of spatial emptiness, but on the contrary was spread out in a Fullness beyond measure.
The roots of my consciousness, which prior to this moment had been (seemingly) more or less deeply implanted in the field of relative consciousness, now were forcibly removed and instantaneously transplanted into a supernal region. This sense of being thus transplanted has continued to the present day, and it seems to be a much more normal state of emplacement than ever the old rooting had been.
2) Closely related to the foregoing is a transformation in the meaning of the “Self” or “I” Previously, pure subjectivity had seemed to me to be like a zero or vanishing point, a “somewhat” that had position in consciousness but no body. So long as that which man calls his “Self” had body, it stood within the range of analytic observation. Stripping off the sheaths of this body until none is left is the function of the discriminative technique in meditation. At the end there remains that which is never an object and yet is the foundation upon which all relative consciousness is strung like beads upon a string.


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